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My name is Natasha. I really really like blinky lights, beepy noises and things that go "click". i love coffee and noodles and BIG PLATFORM SHOES. I love downtown toronto and shopping to feel better. I love my Devon because he is my glitterbean.
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...written on 2005-06-21, @ 12:14 a.m.
sooo yeah...everything has changed again.
NO MORE FUCKING DRUGS. Ever. They FUCK SHIT UP and ruin people. And ben...jesus christ...ben. i never thought it would be one of my friends who hd to choose between drugs or...me. and though he said he'd choose me i KNOW he won't. he'll just pretend...and do drugs when I'm not there. Well, to ben, that's your choice. and if you feel you need to lie to me about it then so be it. i will not be friends with someone like you.
it breaks my fucking heart. but...when I think about it, what kind of friendship was it really? he got so much out of it...because I have money. what did i get? a dent in my already-suffering bank account. and the cheating. FUCK if i know why i even stayed friends with him to begin with after he cheated on one of my best friends.
things have really been put into different perspective for me. and it's really refreshing. really.
time to go, but i love you all. don't let drugs fuck things up because they will, whether or not you think it, they will.