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My name is Natasha. I really really like blinky lights, beepy noises and things that go "click". i love coffee and noodles and BIG PLATFORM SHOES. I love downtown toronto and shopping to feel better. I love my Devon because he is my glitterbean.
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...written on 2004-11-14, @ 8:52 p.m.
I'm at a complete loss now.
Well, not now, as in, it just kind of hit me. Over the past few (many) days, I haven't been able to stop thinking about the one that got away, and it's really hurting. I want to call him, talk to him, I want to be friends with him, but deep down I know that isn't possible.
I've realized now, after many unfortunate incidents that what he said about me was really quite true. i run away from my problems instead of facing them and dealing with them. I'm trying to fix that, starting with the things me and Lindsay are going through, and it's really hard to do after noticing how often I do it.
I really miss him.