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My name is Natasha. I really really like blinky lights, beepy noises and things that go "click". i love coffee and noodles and BIG PLATFORM SHOES. I love downtown toronto and shopping to feel better. I love my Devon because he is my glitterbean.
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...written on 2005-08-28, @ 11:20 p.m.
Everything has become obsolete.
My parents are discussing the option of moving out west...to Vancouver. A few months ago I would have gone, happily, but my life here is just starting to take shape and now so many things are twisting it around again.
I've been so confused lately. My family, my friends, mostly my boyfriend. I love him, and I know he loves me, but...things just don't seem to be progressing. If anything, our relationship seems to only be degressing. We don't talk very often anymore, and when we do, it's only for a little while. I see him once a week..if I'm lucky.
Life gets so hard...I find myself wondering, why not just go into isolation? A few plants, maybe a cat or a dog. It seems like the best option right now.